this song

came into my life at the perfect time. "seattle" by mary mary....

I lay me down tonight searching for words to say
So many doubts that fight me from calling out your name
But Lord it's me again ready for something new
Please rest upon my heart like the morning dew

Holy Spirit rain like Seattle

Overtake my life like a flood
Like California shake
What's not like you
I just want a heart like yours

Just like a painter has some colors and a brush
Upon the canvas soon a masterpiece becomes
Please take all that I am and all that I can be
Transform, renew, restore create a better me

Holy Spirit rain like Seattle
Overtake my life like a flood
Like California shake
What's not like you
I just want a heart like yours

Open up my heart

Fill me with your love
Every single part
Make me what you're made of
Take me from the start
Hold my hand in yours
Let the rain pour

Holy Spirit rain like Seattle
Overtake my life like a flood
Like California shake
What's not like you
I just want a heart like yours

growing up

is great in some ways. in others, it really bites.

everyone i know is getting married, or engaged, or finishing school and moving far far away. or just changing a lot, to where i don't feel like i know them anymore. i am sad. i just said goodbye to my mexican family and the person who has truly become, through the best and worst times this year, through everything really, my closest friend.

i know i'm not alone...but i feel very lonely.

i'm ready for school to start already.....aaahhhhh!!!